Kristylynn's Journals

life

"Life is the search to find the peace you once had when you were safe inside your mother."

a new start

Hey every one , I know I have not been in for a long time . this is why . i have talked about my husband before . and back in nov 2006 he got mad at me for seeing my brother in the hospital and told me to leve and never come back . so i grabed a few things and left , my family and a realy good friend have been helping me out a lot . I am working on a divorce and i am seeing some one new . he have 3 wonderful children . and they seen to like me . his youngest wants me to be her new mommy . mabey this is better for me . i am now with some one who loves me and want to give me what i want in life and even with him haveing 3 kids he is welling to have more with me . he had a bad brake with his ex wife who left him for a man in dc . and she have not given him anything for the kids , my boyfriend been paying for everything on his own he loves his kids alot . that makes me feel good about him . well later for now .. bye

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I have another site i work on more often .. at yahoo.com //360 degrees// christinelynna is my user name if you would like to see it ,, I update more pic's and more on what is going on with me is my life of hell .. so please stop by ..

sunday afternoon

Today we got up late around noon .. my hubby gets up and leve to his computer room for a little bit .. then come in and says need to go to my mom's ,, I said ok .. i was up ready to leave in 30min my hubby still was not ready 20min pass and his dad called .. said thought u all were comming ,, I respond yes we are comming wateing on hubby here to get ready ,, he lagh and said ok ..see u soon .. call end.. hubby come in to ask who was on the line .. I said ur dad want to make sure we are comming he smiled and said yep .. and i went to put some purfume on that I like .. and he went nuts .. he got mad becouse he dont like it .. i said ok .. what do u want he had me a small bottle i have not used in a long time .. I said ,, ok .. and as I was trying to get him out the door he was trying to tell me how to do my make up..hair and what i should were . I sure u all know what happen next .. even more if you are a girl .. lasted for 4 hr..I was mad ..I wish men would stop trying to tell woman what to do and how to do it ..half the time they realy dont know what they are doing .. alright .. I will wright later .. bye

my day

Today I told my bestfriend that I desiced to see a Dr. to help me out . lately I have been haveing truoble being nice to the people around me dayly ,, i get mad at the little things and start crying over anything .. sad .. I am not nuts .. and I know that .. but my friend and my hubby feel that I am rembering thing from my past and I am taking it out on very one ... I know it is good to say u have a problem.. My family was , how to put this .... abuseive to me and my twin sister ,, was always harder on us rather then my siblings who where only my 1/2 siblings.. they never did worng .. my step-so-called dad love to use me as his puching bag ,, or there babysiter ,, becouse of him i missed a lot of school .. or would keep me up all night to clean house and still make me go to school .. when u are a kid 48hrs with out sleep not very good on u .. I started to modle when I was mabey 5years old and did some great stuff .. then as I got older he seen that I was able to make more money then him he made me stop it ,, said that i was not going any were with it .. but later I learnd that I was going some were.. there ws a show that wanted me ... u all must have heard of it full house ... when they didnt get me they got that other girl who played stephany ... cant belive i missed out on that becouse of him .. alful bad man .. sorry for spilling out everything ,, but that had been on my mind for awile

sunday

Sunday I went to church and then had lucnch w/the inlaws great people .. and they were wanting to starts a christion study group .. but cant find any one to watch the kids durring that time then i open my mouth and offerd to help for it ,, that good idel i think ?
my day at work was long.. too much fruad in the world ..

my day

To day my Hubby woke me up early (for me early ar 10am ) to rent some movies.. he cant do anything on his own ... anyway .. I went to work and seen my friend linz.. and she so exsided that her b-day is monday .. I found more people who where trying to steal creditcards from other people .. cant this people find a job of there own ? U know those people will do that to other people ..then one day some one wil do it to them ,,, what a world we all live in ..strange... night ..sorry for most of u good morning ...