christine's life

"Life is the search to find the peace you once had when you were safe inside your mother."

Hey every one , I know I have not been in for a long time . this is why . i have talked about my husband before . and  back in nov 2006 he got mad at me for seeing my brother in the hospital and told me to leve and never come back . so i grabed a few things and left , my family and a realy good friend have been helping me out a lot . I am working on a divorce and i am seeing some one new . he have 3 wonderful children . and they seen to like me . his youngest wants me to be her new mommy . mabey this is better for me . i am now with some one who loves me and want to give me what i want in life and even with him haveing 3 kids he is welling to have more with me . he had a bad brake with his ex wife who left him for a man in dc . and she have not given him anything for the kids , my boyfriend been paying for everything on his own  he loves his kids alot . that makes me feel good about him . well later for now .. bye

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I have another site i work on more often .. at yahoo.com //360
degrees// christinelynna is my user name  if you would like to see
it ,, I update more pic's and more on what is going on with me is my
life of hell .. so please stop by .. 

Today we got up late around noon .. my hubby gets up and leve to his
computer room for a little bit .. then come in and says need to go to
my mom's ,, I said ok .. i was up ready  to leave in 30min my
hubby still was not ready 20min pass and his dad called .. said thought
u all were comming ,, I respond yes we are comming wateing on hubby
here to get ready ,, he lagh and said ok ..see u soon .. call end..
hubby come in to ask who was on the line .. I said ur dad want to make
sure we are comming he smiled and said yep .. and i went to put some
purfume on that I like .. and he went nuts .. he got mad becouse he
dont like it .. i said ok .. what do u want he had me a small bottle i
have not used in a long time .. I said ,, ok .. and as I was trying to
get him out the door he was trying to tell me how to do my make
up..hair and what i should were . I sure u all know what happen next ..
even more if you are a girl .. lasted for 4 hr..I was mad ..I wish men
would stop trying to tell woman what to do and how to do it ..half the
time they realy dont know what they are doing .. alright .. I will
wright later .. bye 

Today I told my bestfriend that I desiced  to see a Dr. to help me out . lately I have been haveing truoble being nice to the people around me dayly ,, i get mad at the little things and start crying over anything .. sad .. I am not nuts .. and I know that .. but my friend and my hubby feel that I am rembering thing from my past and I am taking it out on very one ... I know it is good to say u have a problem.. My family was , how to put this .... abuseive to me and my twin sister ,, was always harder on us rather then my siblings who         where only my 1/2 siblings.. they never did worng .. my step-so-called dad love to use me as his puching bag ,, or there babysiter ,, becouse of him i missed a lot of school .. or would keep me up all night to clean house and still make me go to school .. when u are a kid 48hrs with out sleep not very good on u .. I started to modle when I was mabey 5years old and did some great stuff .. then as I got older he seen that I was able to make more money then him he made me stop it ,, said that i was not going any were with it .. but later I learnd that I was going some were.. there ws a show that wanted me ... u all must have heard of it full house  ... when they didnt get me they got that other girl who played stephany ... cant belive i missed out on that becouse of him .. alful bad man .. sorry for spilling out everything ,, but that had been on my mind for awile

Sunday I went to church and then had lucnch w/the inlaws great people .. and they were wanting to starts a christion study group .. but cant find any one to watch the kids durring that time then i open my mouth and offerd to help for it ,, that good idel i think ?
my day at work was long.. too much fruad in the world ..

To day  my Hubby woke me up early (for me early ar 10am ) to rent
some movies.. he cant do anything on his own ... anyway .. I went to
work and seen my friend linz.. and she so exsided that her b-day is
monday ..  I found more people who where trying to steal
creditcards from other people .. cant this people find a job of there
own ?  U know those people will do that to other  people
..then one day some one wil do it to them ,,,  what a world we all
live in ..strange... night ..sorry for most of u good morning ... 

Hello .. ToDay is Mr. Wil Wheatons B-day ..So lets give him a big HAPPY
BIRTHDAY WIL ... any way today i was looking at a dog shelter online
and I think we are going to get a dog Brobly a boxer or a dobermen
...  well I have be at work soon  will wite again tonigt
aroung 3am .. later 

Hello ..every one ...sofar today it been a good morning .. well early
after noon just got out of bed.. my hubby who seems to think lately all
woman on earth who stay home from work need to clean the house ,,,
called me from work and said ,, did u clean anything yeat today .. i
put a madd face on and said .. I just got out of bet u know i work till
3am  and can't sleep till mabey 4-5 am ... he said ,, I still
think you need to clean something,, I said I will ... and said good
bye  and end the call befor I got really mad At him .. He think's
I am way to sencetive and I get mad at everything .. I advise him
before that is not correct.. I get mad when try to tell me I cant do
anything right and that I am not smart engh to do anything u think it
right ,,  He will  never know or understand why I get mad for
that stuff or why I get mad when he exp me to clean the house on my day
off work . If  I want to clean  that should be up too me not
him ..and if he is that conserned about little stuff not being picked
up like his clothing or his computer stuff then I feel that he meed to
get off his butt and do it him self..well engh hubby bashing for one
day or hour .. talk to all later..

to day i had a fight w/ my  hubby ..ad he still dont know what we
were fightng about ..men !  they start the fights never the one's
to end it ..

today ,, i decided to stay home been sick and I thought people at work would like me to stay home so they dont get sick too.. I have sleep for almost 16hr's today .. wow too much..
If u like star trek here is some news that came from wilwheaton.net today
scotty frm the old treck died last week want to see more to to wil's sight ..